why should i ?

No ' racist ' thing happen on Monday. It feels weird. haha. Guides need to vote for the new company and assistant company leader. Zomg. Erica got more than 6 votes and I got 2 votes for company leader, 4 votes for assistant company leader.
A maths sux. It's not too late for me to back out. I think I want to back out and disappoint ayah!? I need to think about it. I wanna thank my sister, Kak Eera for giving me hope, not to give up. I was really disappointed of my result. Gosh, I'm stupid. I should kill myself now. When I feel sad, I think of these kind of Questions below. It makes me feel better. Try if you want to :D

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Who are the favourite 5 guys in your life?

-My DAD!
-Kibum
-Donghae
-HeeChul
-Eeteuk

State 5 things that make yor life special -

MY FAMILY. My friends. Spongebob. Suju. Photography.