so blue

My cousin gets engaged !

if you're not the one.

Rainbow pictures taken by Liana, edited by Ameelia.











These pictures was taken about 2-3 days ago. rainbow rocks ! well, I don't feel like blogging right now. First period was p.e and we did the 'makarena' dance. It was quite fun, actually. OK, I'm done here.

don't let go

Subhanallah !
Rainbow lawa giler. zomgs, awesome colors !
I didn't have time to blog yesterday. I can't remember why. Anyway, there are more rumors of me. If you dare to tell, why don't you tell right to my face? haiyahh. eh, eh, Jason keep calling me gangster and he asked me to accept the fact that I am one. Ok fine, I Am ! so waht ? Cos I know I'm not :P In A maths lesson, I need to do the 1st step at the whiteboard without holding any paper or calculator. hah. Luckily I manage to do it, as I talk to myself in front of the whiteboard. lol. Oh, oh, on the 24th Feb was Daniel Tan's birthday! I hugged him. ahah. no lahh! haram tao. He rocks ! I love him. today, today, I skipped eng lesson. skip as not truancy la dhey. I need to type a 1200 word essay on Mr Low's laptop. woots. Audrey and I are joining a competition. I wrote about 'What makes a good teacher' and I myself dont believe that I manage to write more than a thousand. wow, wow.

happiness

I had a lovely day in class today. Mr Ding attends an urgent meeting, I receive 2 ferror rusher chocolate from Mr Low and the guys played arm wrestling and my stomach burst out of laughter. But what made my day down was pathetic racist people. It's irritating. It's frustrating. It's not fair. Better live in a world that have the same race, don't you think ? Breath in, out, in and out. That was what I did to calm myself down. Who's not feeling well? I would like to say : My heart is in pain ! I don't want to make a big fuss. Let's just forgive and forget. It's not like the first time this thing has happened. So, whatever. I'm sorry as I'm happy to see Nadia cry. Jakon much? duhh. It's the first time I saw her cry! I've been waiting for her tears since 2 years back. It's not that I like to see her cry, don't get me wrong. I was happy when I saw Kibum's face. hahahahahhahahahahah.btw, there was this someone said I asked a boy for stead, although I didn't. What ?! And they will soon break-up because of me. What ? oh my, stupid rumors .

Ahhh, I'm jealous again ! noooooooo! stupid picture .

love me

" From now until your black hair turns grey,
I promise to love you forever.
I want to tell you every single day " I Love You "
Would you love me ?
I want to live loving you and cherishing you
I want to put you to sleep in my arms every night
Would you love me ?
Will you give my heart permission?
I'll stay next to you for the rest of my life
I love You
Through rain and snow I'll cherish you
I'll take care of you my love
We walk step by step underneath the moon
I swear I hate lies, I hate destruct
my princess, my love, stay with me
Even though we'll age, I want to live each day smiling
Would you love me?
will you be my everything?
though hardships and troubles?
All the many days we'll spend together
I'm going to be thankful everyday
I'll remember the promise we shared with the same heart
Would you love me ?
Will you promise me just one thing?
No matter what happens, We'll always love each other "

words from SJ, ' marry u '
Edited by ameelia

I've got nothing else to say

Zomg. After religious class, I meet Amirul, along with his friend, Ashraf. Zomg zomgg . Amirul was taller than the last time we met. The picture can describe how tall he was. waloooo. I asked a question, he answered one word. tsk . Alas! I asked Uztazah what should I answer if other races ask why some of the female muslim wear scarf, while others didn't. My friends keep asking me these kind of ques . Ask me personnally. It's a long story. haha.

when i can't have anything I want

I'm jealous .
How will I overcome my jealousy ?

some questions do not have answers

Think.
If you are pretty, will guys like you for who you are, or for your looks ?
Think again,
before falling in love.
Think once more time .

will i found what i've lost ?

One word to describe today -

RACIST .

Easy to understand?
I was pissed-off with this girl name [dot, dot. dot dot] But she has nothing to do with the word 'racist'.
I don't know what happened to me. Even Jason said ' where's the old ameelia I know? ' Gosh! I'm not a gangster. EK made my day even worst and I feel like everything I do and think is wrong. Amira's monkie doll, George cheered me up. Shawn didn't come to school to make me laugh. To make it worst, I just can't stand show offers, people who don't know how to say an easy word with 5 letters [sorry] , etc, etc etc . I had Chemistry remid with Mr Teo and 3 other friends. Gosh I was the only girl in the science lab. After three of them left, I asked so many kind of questions to Mr Teo. He said the more questions, the better. I used his high tech touch screen laptop! Zomg, zomg .After remid, I went for Guides which describe the red bold word on top. I'm not gonna tell :P There was this sec 1 guy by the name of Kevin who accidentally throw a ball at Ruwaidah and I. He was like ' Sorry, Kak! sorry.. Kak ! ' cute sehh! He looks like malay plus indian.

I hope tommorrow will be a better day for me. Insyallah !

Cheer me, make my life meaningful.

I heard from Nadia that Abg Fir is in Singapore. yey !
So, I'm flicker minded. With 300 bucks, I don't know what to buy. A camera? A guitar? Gosh, I need to make a list. Yessa babe! I'm still waiting for IPW, Pungool Carnival money. My $80 ! Not as cheap as what you think. A maths was hard. Luckily I have Kak Eera to guide me along. I don't know what do do if she wasn't there for me. I've been feeling sad and different knids of feelings and mood. It's ugly when I'm sad. I tend to scold people even when they are not in fault. I use bad words and I didn't show a smile. What happened to me ?

I hope tommorrow will be a better day for me. Insyallah !

Eh, eh, people, tagboard is up, go go tag .

I found what I've lost

Yesterday - 15Feb
Cancel my date with Nadia and her friend as it's family outing to Johor baby!Sorry babe.Off to Giant, then had our dinner at Senibong, atas laut. Zomg, zomg. There were cute muts in front of of our table. & many Singaporeans too . Hence, let the pictures do the talking. Hear what they have to say.

The sunset was awesome! snaps here, snaps there. Snaps, snaps Everywhere ! Enjoy ! :D

Sampan .

models : Ameera, Ameelia, Ameeliza & Ameenina
photographer : Ameera & Ameelia
Edits : Ameelia
Credits : Ameeliza & Ameenina

Mr once apon a time

" kita umat islam ape Valentine Valentine, * sepak kang!* " Deeyawn .

Thats all kafir nye sambutan ohkay ! I'm not celebrating vday, but I give those roses to dudes as they want those. On 14 Feb, I only celebrate Charles birthday and 1 year of our friendship. So,Happy 14th Birthday to Charles ! 14 Feb '08 was the best day of that year. He was wet as he got birthday bashed from his friends. We started talking and knowing each other in the bus. Oh goodie, i miss that moment. So, 14 Feb will always be a memory of him. haiyss.
btw, I told Nadia, Khas and Iwan about who use to be the guy that I'm waiting for. Ask me myself if you wanna know. haha.

Yesssssssssssa ! Going Jb tmrw. who wan bublle gum ?

Friday the thirteen

Early in the morning, I was jealous. Mrs Hwee, my last year's form teacher gave her form class, 3A, a stalk of red real rose. Zomg, zomg. Everyone receive one.But no big, I made a rose flower myself, using the wrapper from the Ferro Rushe chocolate. I collect it from all my dudes as our maths teacher, Mr Ong gave us one Furro Rushe chocolate each.[yesterday] So, as a part of vday, I distribute those roses to my dudes. They ROCK ! I love them.
Zomgs, so as it can be seen, I've change my blogskin. I get tired of the same thing day by day. Suddenly, I tend to like monkies. Even Shawn asked whats up with me and monkies. haha.I didn't met Charles today. So sad to say, birthday present is a belated one.





I want two end one class gathering. Gosh ! I miss you guys !

Soup, Sup !

I went to CP to buy a birthday present for Charles. Gosh ! It was hard to find a perfect present for a guy. At last, I found something which was usefull, affordable and can be called as a memory. haha.

The truth may hurts sometimes .

Hollywood .

The first 2 periods were postponed to the last two periods. Yesssssa ! No A maths. haha . We had our House Meeting . Guess what ? I join Netball, Cooking competition and Maths competition . Tamak kan ? This yr's sports day is diff from other yrs. We had diff kinds of other activities.

Woots .

Perubahan

Hello, [insertnamehere]

Today was my parents 18th annivarsary ! :D
Dinner at Arnold baby !

It's a Monday and that shows that there's A maths . Gosh ! We were scolded by Mr Ding of having stupid reasons for not finishing up our super hard homework. So he nags and repeats his sentence. Dotsz. Doing question 5c, (simultaneous) was a really super hard question. I kept asking people around to help me with that question. Darn ! No one knows , accept Jay Sen. Oh goddie, I thank his a lot of times. I hugged Mirrah, as I was happy. K, lame. Yes, I know. I was so relieve after solving that question. Sosial Studies test was not so hard as I imagined. As time goes by, it was time for guides. We came late and set excuses. lol .Then at that one time, I felt like I was about to faint. I can't stand up still, I felt like vomiting and my eye sight start to fade. I wanted to ask permission to sit down to take a rest, but I don't know where my mind goes. No energy ? Idk. Goshh ! I felt like fainting, for the first time. Julie notice me and told mam . Babes say my face was pale. I wish I could see how my pale face looks like. haha.

Thanks, Julie for the saving :)
Thanks, babes for the concern :D
Thanks Liana, for the bubble gum :P
Welcome Apek, for the present ;)

you say I don't care !

Credits to Nadia for all the pictures of scanning -

As promised, here's the picture of SJ drawing ! c by snow ball !

Asri, Ameelia, Daniel

Kak Eera & Emyl